First time making a jacket! It came out pretty good! My buddy Jasmine let me borrow her sewing machine to make it, and I forced her to hang out with me for 3 straight days. It was soooo fun, it reminded me of early college when we used to sleep over a lot. I missed being unemployed. I have not drawn much at all lately, but this made me excited to sew again.
11/10/2025
I LOVEEEEE Halloween so much. I did a lot this month it was very tiring, my social battery is already dwindling. I am craving some alone time
10/21/2025
I have been having a hard time trying to be consistent with my hobbies. I am glad that they are there when I need it though, I just wish I was a bit more committed. Commitment is a talent itself and I wish I was a little more inspired to do things after a work day, I have been trying to get back into sewing but my sewing machine keeps getting caught and tangled. Sigh, hoping for better times to come!
10/09/2025
Drew this on MS Paint. I loveeee the brushes they have. I prefer to be limited in my recourses when I make anything. I was really upset when I drew this but i feel better today.
09/17/2025
I am working on a dress up game! It feels good to have project that I can slowly work on each day despite having school and work. I am very excited I wonder how long it will take me to draw all the clothes and backgrounds. My buddy nelson will help me out with the rest yayyaaa!
02/18/2025
I am actually really happy on how this year went. A year ago I was laid off my job, failing out of college, and I literally had no sense of self. Originally I wanted a new job so I could save up money , and not be such a finical burden when kill myself, but now I am super glad I stuck it through, LOL! I have never felt such love from the people around me, very thankful for my friend that would brush my hair and look after me when I COULD NOT be by myself. I found a new curiosity for life I have not felt in a long time and I hope I can just get better from here. N E ways check out my ms paint, I've been getting into landscapes.
12/28/2024
On winter break! I am actually pretty proud of myself now that I am approaching the new year. I was able to change a lot. My art has been very lacking but I will slowly get back into it! 12/20/2024
It has been a while! I have not had much time to draw. I am approaching the end of the semester, and I just have to push a little harder. I do feel very burnt out and tired and I cannot handle all-nighters as well as I used to LOL. I have not been as inspired lately with everything that has been going on. Lately, I realized that I compare myself a lot to a version of me in my head that does not exist. Every day I fail to be her I get really upset. I am kinda scared that I will never be the person I want to be because of how tired I feel. It is very hard to lift myself up and be proud of my accomplishments. When I get a good grade I don't feel anything I just feel tired.
11/16/2024